Not as strong

I'm not as strong as I think I am.

A day later, I find myself shaking suddenly at the incident at 5pm today... in the office, at my desk.

"People first, then money, then things" - The Husband encouraged me with this statement this morning. And I understand.. even though the things lost may cost a lot and be sentimental.. they are just afterall things..

But still..

And what makes me shudder is the thought that someone would do something like that to me..

I can't quite describe my feelings. Part anger.. part frustration.. part regret.. part scared.. part betrayed.. and a very strange sense of heartache and disappointment with the world.